Progress and suprises!!

New and amazing ideas always rock. Surprises from the past as well. Too tired to go past that *sorry* (hugs to my two subscribers!!) Better things this week I swear. For the record though...Charlie Sheen is the biggest asshole on the planet. I can't even bare to listen him. I think he is schitzophrenic and self medicating and rich and just basically an asshole in general. I would  know (well except the rich aspect) He is not even that funny :-(

Late night ramblings...

Oh the songs I will sing, the words I will write as I sink down and rise up to that place in my head  that allows me to just be free.

More positive note!

Involved in a very exciting project that I can't even believe I am involved in. Stay tuned. It is crazy awesome.

Working...not as hard as I should though

I feel a bit lost tonight I guess. I have a bunch of opportunities in front of me and my focus is all over the place. I know why though. So that is a start.There comes a time when you can't blame your past for everything and you need to step up or fall away. Your past only wins if you let it and I am sick of battling mine.

Love

Love to me is so many things.Trust. Safety and acceptance. And a connection that is hard to explain. A link. Something that makes perfect sense and no sense at all. And the day you discover there is a piece of you missing and it lies within the other person is a crazy wonderful day indeed.

Non Epic

This is not my 1977 Hello Kitty Diary(<3). This is not my angsty, dark 80's, gonna listen to The Cure and write music lyrics notebook (and I prefer Tears for Fears for the record) Nor is it my WTF how did I get these adorable little children and no way in hell do I even have time to write anything but a bad check circa 1990's blog. This is my been there done that, holy crap I am 44,what the hell was I thinking, how the hell did I get here, I make no promises, no holds barred, I'll say whatever I damn well want, this is gonna be fun blog! *In my best hostess with the mostess voice* Enjoy!